Recent events have bought me into a state of lonliness but more importantly worrying is a feeling of uncertainty that seems to have developed underneath my stomach. I'm unsure of how I generally feel and although pessimism has left me I can't help but feel that I have nothing to smile about at the moment.....Drugs are really bad for you! I'm real confused as to how I could end up stuck in a rut that doesn't even seem to have any corners. Kinda feels like i've exhausted every aspect of my life and am lingering to see where I'm going next. Also feeling loads of pressure from every angle of my life. Don't know where to start, but don't get me wrong......My wrists are still intact!